- last math class today, and my professor brought us a ton of chocolate because it was his birthday (backwards logic, which pretty much defines most of the abstract math classes i took haha). the midnight dark choco milky ways are sooo good. wasn’t sure why i was initially so intimidated with taking this class, cuz it turned out to be one of my favorite classes i’ve ever taken in college! which is saying a lot, since i tend to like all of my classes (w/ the exception of math170b, ns101c). while walking out of MS for the last time, i passed by MS4000 and totally had a flashback to my 1st day of class when i entered that lecture hall for math 32A and sat in the 2nd to last row, thinking i was going to own everyone. i learned that was bad idea, my professor’s handwriting was really tiny (but beautiful! math professors have the best handwriting, i swear). and wow, was i rudely brought back to the ground or what at the end of the quarter hahaha. but all in all, i’m glad i got through my moment(s) of weakness and stuck with being a math major! and i’ll definitely miss doing math homework. wish i made more math friends though… and had the guts to talk to jeff gast (lol i wonder if i’ll remember him and his hotness 6 years from now).

-ended my last neuroscience discussion by going over a paper on how hamsters will choose eating over sex when deprived of food for 48 hrs. well, no shit! sigh. the paper wasn’t entirely on that though, we also talked about biological mechanisms underling obesity (someone made a lewd remark on the physical impossibility of 2 morbidly obese persons having sex. i have to agree, how can you see through all that fat?!). oh, and apparently 60% of americans are considered overweight, 30% of children considered obese?! that makes me sad. i know there’s a genetic component, but honestly, practice good diet and lifestyle choices as preventative measures against gaining even MORE weight.

- frustrated with the lack of effort you put into this thing you call a relationship. yeah you have your moments, but it’s pretty inconsistent and knowing that it won’t last past the summer, i’m starting to wish i didn’t get involved with this because frankly, i’m wasting my time. you’ve gotten lazier since we first started dating, and i’m pretty tired of it. yeah, you wanted to “enjoy it while it lasts” before i go, but it’s our last week and you hardly want to spend time together. or when you do, i’m the one who always has to accommodate to your convenience. and you can’t blame it on finals, cuz you have no problem studying with other ppl. what am i doing? ah.

-graduation in a week… what?! don’t know what i’m going to do while in glendale… actually, jk, i DO know what i’m going to do! besides studying biochem/molec bio, i got a choice between piano, diablo 3, skyward sword, friends (will have to make an effort to not be antisocial since it’ll be my few weeks in ca). can’t wait! last free summer for a long time.

-it’s time to break off my love affair with peanut butter. every time i eat a spoonful of you (don’t worry, i limit to just 1 spoonful a day… about), i’m ingesting 12 g of fat. dude, 12 g is a lot… i can make about 6 large agarose gels with that and genotype 58 mice for each gel! yeah, no more :(

-to those fuckers who robbed and almost killed my dearest aunt, i hope one day you all die excruciating deaths. if all what you wanted was money, why did you proceed to disfigure her with machetes (wtf. machetes?!). what kind of cruel, disgusting thoughts were going through your minds as you chased her down even though she surrendered to you everything she had. i’ve never hated anyone so much in my life. and i swear, you men (and everyone else in the world like you) better get what you deserve - death behind bars.